do i used to call her my partner in crime?

Helloo.. Just a few hours from my previous post. Nothing to do today. Yesterday i spent so many hours for "slavery" made me don't want to do anything. Hihi.

For 24 years i've been living in this world, i never attached with this blogging world. Until she introduced it me. Just to shorten our long distance. Khairani Afwindri. Mmm, nooo. Mrs. Khairani Afwindri Setyadi.

We meet on 2005. First semester on our Law Education. Like a magnet with a same pole. We repelled each other. She attached with fun and happy. Me attached to serious and angry. But only photograph unified us. We had the same interest, like to be photographed. Narcissistic. Haha.







Over time, we are really attached each other. I love her because of she is. She never give me any compliment if it wasn't properly to be said. She told me when I was wrong. She help me to struggle during the mean and confusing time. Too many hours we spent sometimes, only for cheesy tings. But, still there're minutes of precious things.

Movies, books, songs completes our relation. Included skipped the class, dress up like bitch (SELF DEFENCE: bitch high level hihi), gossiping, etc.





I remembered one time when her pre-wedding photograph session. She cried a like a toddlers on the floor because his fiance can't come on time. Ohh, gosh. I don't know what to do. Because i rarely saw her cry. Or when she was angry because i didn't give any help for that photograph. Hihi, through this note i want say sorry, Windi. Because I can't let you go easily. Some things would change after your marriage. I would lost some part of you. I thought I can handle it. I don't have enough courage to accept. But not mean i don't happy. I'm happy. Really I am.


Dear you, my partner in crime..

Thank you for being so nice to me. I thank for every precious time we had. Thank you for every huge and little things you gave. I don't have any ability to say a good things to you, to give you much compliment, you knew it already. I am sorry for the mistakes i made and words i said. For the time you disappointed of me, i regret it. I apologize because now I can't be with you at any moment directly. I can't be available any time. I pray that we always attached together. I always have my heart to you.

Send you my warm hug and kisses